A Game Player In Love

She wants my love
But loves to play games with me
To see if I love her.
She says goodbye to me
I say goodbye to her
Next moment she turns back to me
Saying her heart won't allow her to leave me
She would like to be my love.

I'm on internet chat with her
Here it is all she says to me
"You are stronger and wiser than me
You can say goodbye
And mean it
I can say goodbye
And demean it
As I am a woman
I am weaker in will
You are a man
Your will is strong.
I was a fool in love
And will always be
I thought I succeeded
I played my part
I tried hard to win your heart
But you are stronger and wiser than me
You broke my heart.
I was a fool to give my heart
And soul to a net man
I thought I would net you
But you broke my heart.
Your priority was never me
Nor was your professed love.
I think I've said enough
I need now to go."

She logs off the net
I thank God she is off my back
Playing games in love
Torturing my heart
Making stories of love
Lying to me
Lying to herself.
I am ready to go off the net
She soon logs back and says
"My heart won't allow me to go
You don't talk to me
You have much ego
I love you
Please tell me you love you.
Kisses, my love
I send kisses to you
Please tell what I want to hear
Please tell me you love me
I will stay here till midnight
Unless you tell me you love me."

I say nothing
I want no more love games
I don't want to be snared
I don't want selfish love.

Nothing do I say
She continues her play
"Hun, I'm sorry
Really sorry
I love you so much
You make me a psycho
I am annoyed with you
You said love forgives
Love is always nice,so
Do you love me?"
She types
"Do you love me?"
Thirteen times.
Then she types
"But you are stubborn."
Three times.
She then continues with
"I know you love me because I love you."
Seven times.
Then,
"I love you."
Five times.
She is not tired of playing games
She has stamina,she has guts
She continues with
" I wish I did not love you."
Seven times.
And finally.
"I hate you."
Seven times again.

Then she wants to see me
On my webcam
And says she is sorry, and
Asks to be forgiven
Calling me her love
Her honey, her hun again.
She types a line or two
Of a love song
Asking me again to tell her
I want her
I love her
Before she goes home.

She goes home not before
Deleting me from her life.
Moments later she e mailed me
Subject: Deleted you from my life!!!
Contents: I have deleted you from my messenger.....
I am blocking your e mails....
I wanted you to love me....
I tried hard to get you.......
Well, I did not succeed.....
You are wiser and stronger than me......
I can't have you love.......
I never loved you........
I hate you......
Bye, for ever.

I hope and pray
It is forever.
I want no play
With my emotions
No play with my heart.
I want love
True, sincere love
And I will give my
True, sincere love.
I don't want
A game player in love.